So now I'm 28 wks along and on Thursday I have a scan. Normally this is great, afterall it means I get to see my little girl again and can't wait to see her.
However, it also means that my nerves and stress out time has started. The reason for this scan is that they thought my placenta was lying a little too low and so want to check it's moved. I'm praying to god it has..else this means possible c-section my worst nightmare. Not only am I panicking about this but the fact that to myself I don't feel like I've got much bigger. Most people would think this a great thing but to me it worries me.
See 10 years ago,I felt so good about not being big with DS2 that I didn't realise I wasn't actually getting bigger and it turned out he'd stopped growing and was born by c-sect at 36 wks weighing a mere 3lb 14oz....so tiny it's hard to comprehend.
I had all these worries with my DD too but as she was growing and could see it I panicked less.
I'm hoping I'm getting myself in a tizz for nothing and everything is ok but you just can't help but worry. As Thursday draws closer I'm sure I'll be much worse but am going to try my best not to show it as I don't want to worry husband.
Lets hope the weekend is not too bad.
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